Delta year sem 2 is ending,
Chinese New Year, Final exam, Internship...
These are the events that scheduled automatically.
As usual, I will just gone through even though I have not ready yet...
I knew I am the person who did not plan my future, did not know what is my direction...
I just follow what have well-planned by others...but not me...
Maybe there are many of us who same with me, or maybe I just adapted to this kind of environment...
I glad to have all the things that I owned currently, but it is too smooth and made me scared...
I would weaken my ability when I face any problems...
It's obviously that I can't really express things well in English...
Tuned to Chinese
以上是我近几年来都有的想法，但是惭愧的我没做任何改变...
关于internship，
我学会了打电话去一个公司，虽然这之前还会在心里打好草稿，
但是效果还不错，都清楚表达了我想表达的。
早期身边的朋友都找到公司实习，但是我却迟迟未有公司回复，
心里真的有点难过，在怪自己成绩没什么竞争力，
但后来电话接二连三，心里有比较舒服点，虽然比别人迟了一些，
也成功找到了我的首选公司～
虽然害怕是我对新的改变所存在的第一反应，
但是这三年我也是这样捱过了，
虽然会有得过且过，但是本来以为很难过的，
有朋友一起捱，有朋友的扶持，
可以说，我们都捱过了～
我不是一个擅长累积，连接和运用知识的人，
但是相信大家都一起经历过一些觉得是不可能的任务，
而我们也别无选择地接受，服从...
习惯了这种‘惊喜’， 所以大家的脸上都慢慢变得面无表情...
还有一年，相信这最后一年是一个很强的药品...
我们是一种癌细胞，校方一年一年挑战我们的极限，加强对我们的药效，
因为免疫力会一年一年的争强...
最后一年，想必这药是这四年里最强的...
唉。。。endless 的 endless...
我的青春，家人的青春，朋友的青春，还剩不多啦...
懒惰的我快开窍啊～～···
